The Golden Age of Loki

This was when I was going through my first real phase of flushing and missing my pills. See I'd just gone through a lifetime of horror on a coctail of drugs that eventually became straight olzanzapine, which within 3 months had fattened me up by 50lbs, I would eventually be 350 lbs, and so afraid and self conscious I could not walk out the fucking door without nearly having a panic attack.